All You Care About is You

All you care about is you,

But you say that’s not true.

Calling me back to calm me

Down.

Enjoying every second of my

Freak out.

Getting off on my

Hurt.

I know I should stop loving you, its

Just that I love the pain.

Knowing is different from understanding.

Lowering

My expectations does

Nothing.

Only ending it will stop my

Pain.

Quenching your thirst.

Reliving the worst moments.

Surviving

The night

Until I become

Vacant.

Waiting for you to stop enjoying destroying

Xenas.

You carved away my

Zest. Leaving me hollow